jj maybank x reader crying

Being two years older than you, he was at your high school for half of your time there. ), i know i said i wouldnt do it but if anyone has either ship fic or x reader requests feel free to send them my way, ive got nothing to do rn, pairing: Pre-Canon!Rafe Cameron x Fem!Reader, summary: Despite knowing his name, or perhaps in spite of it, Y/N only ever calls him Rafael, even as he goes above and beyond to get her to go out with him. You didnt even know you had started crying, but once you started you couldnt stop. I dont deserve you after what I did to you. A happy birthday banner across the wall, balloons scattered across the room and a disco ball illuminating multi colored lights around the room. thank you all so much again for everything and for giving me a little bit of light at the end of my very dark time tunnel. Instead, you take JJs hands in yours, rubbing your thumb against the back of them, trying to warm them up. This summer everything will change. shes walking her dog when she comes across a familiar face busking in the street. im crying with the pain| 1.5k | angstrafe tells you he needs you and when you find it why, it breaks you as much as it breaks him. Like your stomach was in knots and you knew your eyes were beginning to well up again. masterlist. The murder ( or suicide as her therapist tried to convince her ) of her mother hit Amy Forbes hard, and when her aunt and uncle seem to disappear from the face of the earth Amy is shoved back into the . Kiara, Pope and John B emerged from their spots and John B slung his arm around your shoulder. She walked to the porch, a smile perked on her face at the sight of JJ and he mimicked the notion. I know it. 1.1K 9 1. Well, not seriously at least. Watching him with a grin on his face and a gun in his hand. pairing: Rafe Cameron x John Bs Girlfriend!Reader. You thought you were going to throw up. You were done. some girls from the kook academy are messing with you, and jj makes you stand up for yourself. I know JJ. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Far from you, too far to notice hes being looked at, JJ is chatting with some random girl, throwing his head back in laughter. Youre not supposed to be thinking about this right now. You say his name again, halfway to the bathtub. Flashbacks of the night you and JJ argued resurfaced in your mind, the demons in your head not letting you forget what you did. Id like to thank everyone who follows me, all the mutuals Ive met, all the love Ive received, and all the incredible feedback Ive gotten on my fan fictions. JJ pumped his fingers in and out of you, lips remaining around your clit as he continued to suck. A sudden halt of the boat threw JJ off board and John B stumbled to the ground. The sole sight of the place where you slept with John B You got to your front door step and took a breath before wiping away the abundance of tears that littered across your face and down your neck. While letting the fresh coat of paint dry, you opened your group chat thread with Sarah and Kiara. It hurts to see someone you love falling apart. You had never seen JJs face contort the way it had in this moment. Youre acting like a piece of shit tonight! @nxtrogers You were wrong. As long as you said something. Still, you know hes here theres nowhere else hed be. He would never do that. You stood there. The reader and jj havent confessed their feelings yet but hes being all cute and protective and stuff ya know. you are John B. Routledge sister and you are pouge living life. Hes sitting in the bathtub, knees pulled close to his chest and arms resting on them. JJ was brought out of his thoughts when his hacky sack dropped on his face, forgetting to catch it once the image of your soft smile raced through his mind. and the one time you do for him.. | 2.5k | fluff, angst How they glistened and softened when you looked back into his. and by dont i mean do. You decided in that moment, you only ever wanted to hear JJ saying your name. first time writing real smut for obx so i hope it was alright! heartbreaker | jj maybank Warnings: Swearing, kissing, very Imagines and headcannons about Outer Banks characters! a/n: i listened to anyone by demi lovato while writing this and i got super emotional about it? Yeah, Pope agrees, he needs to chill out. sarah is on a night out when a girl tries to be a wingman for her friend; its not the friend sarah ends up with. Kie thought hed take another day or two. You shook your head and joined in the light laughter from your friends. Too afraid to look at anything. This was so fucked up. i was wondering if you could write something along the lines of the reader and jj getting in a fight and breaking up, but with a happy ending. John B was outside the window waiting for you, grabbing your hands while you jumped. Not cynical or sarcastic, but actually.. caring. You: Not fighting. i have come to save the day | 5k | fluff, enemies to lovers JJ. It came out as a shaky whisper, but you didnt care. His mouth detached from your core with a wet pop, replacing his lips with the pad of his thumb while he caught his breath. It got harder to cover up when it came to his friends, though. Burning. can you write smut with jj? He raised both eyebrows in a quick motion to acknowledge what his best friend had said. jj realises hes immortal when he wakes up buried in a coffin. His eyes are closed, his lips pressed tightly, tears blending with the water pouring over his face. Angst with a Happy Ending. And true to his word, Pope nudges you slightly to the left. +5 more. Beer? You nodded, settling in the armchair next to the couch that was clearly occupied. Anxiety is real, it is a struggle, and I tried to portray it as best I could. (part two of spectator sport) word count: 7.7k. You did the two things to him that his father constantly did. But he knew they wouldnt, so again, he dealt with it. You made your way over to JJs house around 8 pm. Most of his tears were shed because of you. Please dont leave me., You shake your head, covering his hands with yours. nothin lasts forever (we both know hearts can change) | 5.3k | angst You gave into it. and if i reach that by the time i wake up in the morning, ill post two fics tomorrow instead of just one (which is something ive never done before!! summary: years after she had a summer fling, she finds his number in her phone book, and maybe her heart does ache a little. He never knows what day of the week it is. additional: angst with the slightest hint of smut; jealous!jj, possessive!jj. You loved that about her. Some shenanigans lead to jj needing a bandage or two. You wouldnt have it any other way. He'll make it right." You nodded slowly, not wanting to make eye contact in case you started to cry again. He was holding me tight, breathing . One was in the military; she barely saw her father. a/n: it's four in the morning and so the lowercase is staying on tyvm. Now. It takes Rafe Cameron three years to notice you. As per usual, the Pogues throw one hell of a party, and already having had a drink or two, you are having the time of your life. He holds you the way you held him and you clutch onto his shirt, feeling for the first time, and god, it hurts. JJs head had turned to the left from the impact, and you could see his jaw clench. Fear. You broke eye contact with him, laying your back down on the cool sheets of your bed while your head found home on your pillow. You hung up with JJ and rolled your eyes. Word Count: 3.8k. Being with JJ was supposed to be just a summer thing and now summer is over its time for you to go but JJ has other ideas (happy ending, fluff, confessions, no smut), prompts "goodbye-" "damn it, i thought i told you not to say that word!" You hold him close, and he holds you, too. heart caught in your eyes realise as the road youre walking on takes a turn and the Chateau peaks from You didnt think youd ever get to see this again. You mirrored his action and leaned into him, deepening the quick kiss. Sorry it took me so long. His voice was soft and low, like a grumble almost. The only noise that could be heard was the sound of your lips parting. i love this request because this is something ive lowkey done LMAO sooooo pulling from personal experience here and thinking of jj/rudy while writing had me SHOOK. You grabbed your bag that settled on an old log that sat atop the sand as you made eye contact with Kiara. Will Y/n and JJ get together, or will the "no pogue-on-pogue making" rule . You were no better than his father, at this point. 328 24 10. sophia shares her daydreams with the people who are keen on reading the stories she writes fictional characters x FEM! years after she had a summer fling, she finds his number in her phone book, and maybe her heart does ache a little. JJ wanted so badly for Kiara to stop crying when he lifted up his shirt. you got me down on my knees, begging please| 2.5k | angst, light smuttheres a game you and rafe play you flirt with boys and wait until he can no longer keep away from you, even if youre keeping your thing a secret. Not from his mother leaving and never returning. just wait until youre crying at the shower floor| 1.6k | angstyou havent seen your boyfriend since the night john b and sarah were lost at the sea. Being sixteen and pregnant wasn't on her list of things to domaybe if she was a Kook and had a few bucks to her namebut she didn't. And neither did JJ. JJ and Pope were desperately trying to open the window, but it was jammed. So, you hit him first. JJ lightly tapped your cheek and you finally heard your name leave his lips. - JJ MAYBANK X FEMALE OC - Delilah Fallon, a 17 year old who constantly moves from place to place due to her father. You figured he could tell you were freaked out, and he didnt want to add to that. All he remembers was that it came out of nowhere. ), Some pretty cute fluff. ok not to sound up my own ass but like some of the writers on here need to learn how to write prose properly bc theres some fics/imagines that i cannot understand, and before you call me out for being negative, the only reason im saying this is bc im planning on making a masterlist on writing fics to help out, pairing: Footballer!Rafe Cameron x Reader, summary: When he keeps putting you off your position during matches, you decide to take it up with him unbeknownst to you, theres more to Rafe than just wanting to prevent you from being a good football player (and its called unresolved sexual tension. The door knob creaks when you turn it. this whole thing, but youve fucked up enough already you didnt want John B They havent, yet. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), Ongoing 2023 previously titled Find me with Sunshine, There's a new Pogue on the island and danger seems to be prevalent, now she's finding out just how dangerous it'll get with her involved.---, I started coughing, JJ rubbing my back as I kicked my legs out in distress, hey is she okay?. -the act of falling in love with the wrong person He kissed you like he would never kiss you again. jj drives kiara off to college, and hes not completely okay with that. Lets go. Despite the panic that was still washing over you and the loud banging coming from the house, JJs voice was surprisingly soft. You sat against the wall and brought your knees up under your chin. You call his name, but no answer comes. No can do babes. Couldnt talk. It was a fresh start new school, new friends, new opportunities. This is the third time in a row Rafe has put you on the sidelines, basically. But, during it all, you find yourself falling in love with your brothers blue-eyed best friend without realising it. JJ Maybank x reader by robitwrites. obviously the circumstances were all facing right now is affecting us tremendously, but in all honesty, Ive been battling anxiety, depression and bipolar disorder since I was a teenager (so like, over 10 years now). flowers| pope heyward You shook your head. except youre wrong. Your fingers continued grasping at his blonde locks as you felt JJ insert his index and middle finger inside you. You hated this sinking feeling. Not because of his father, or the pain he had endured from him. Itll push her away, dude. You finally admitted that you have feelings for each other and this is the morning after. Book I (Butterflies) complete, Book II (Rhapsody) complete, Book III (this one right here baby) in progress. Its nothing like the suave Rafe Cameron youve heard so much about. please read with caution and take a look at the warnings. it takes kiara a little too long to realise that its not john b she loves, its sarah, instead. But hes here, and youre here, too, so you bring JJs hands to your lips and kiss them, softly. will you do 87 and 58 from the prompt list ? birthday celebration masterlist. You could hear JJ scoff. my god, youre a sweet thing| 3.1k | fluff You both knew it. The sound of JJs sneakers crunching the gravel below you made you look back up at him. Should've Been You - JJ Maybank X Reader. But, JJ is way more insensitive. i can hold you now, anytime| 2k Why are you putting me in the back again?, His jaw clenches. Comforted. Maybe JJ should just be JJ. You broke apart to catch your breath, JJs hands still cupping your face. JJs whole body is shaking. boy like him has got to spread the news of his achievements, and youd rather Shaking his head. What the fuck? Thanks for sounding sympathetic. You rolled your eyes, thinking of all people Kiara should understand how you feel. We have to go. And this is how, a couple of hours later, you find Its your third year of high school when youre walking down the staircase in the northern wing of the Robert Cooke Academy, and Rafe Cameron intercepts your way. saviour | rafe cameron You stared at him. in which you are jj's one and only girl. jj is an up-and-coming kickboxer set to fight one of his former best friends, the other has been dead for ten years, and the third one he catches himself falling in love all over again with, despite vowing to leave past in the past. You could have shot someone., I dont fucking care! His eyes are open, and you wonder if hes seeing anything, at all. So when JJ called you earlier and mentioned he was going to play Call of Duty with John B later today, you were kind of upset. Your friends follow suit but he doesnt, which you consider a good thing Rafe isnt used to girls not falling at their knees around him. But as it turns out, getting there is a lot harder than it looks. Hacky sack in hand, tossing it up in the air and catching it. word count: 2,542 this wasnt supposed to be this long im so sorry. Word count: ~500. The only problem is, at what point does that trust turn into something more destructive? He closed his eyes and before you knew what was happening, JJ was kissing you. Your boyfriend would do absolutely anything for you. Thats the way youll get through this, eventually, a long time from now, until the thought of John B doesnt cause an earthquake in your chest, a crack in JJs. Everyone groaned, but Y/N's back pain felt worse. His face is redder than before, eyes bloodshot to the point where he looks high but you know he isnt. no grave can hold my body down (ill crawl home to him) | 4.3k | angst You squeeze his hands, lightly, and then you pull them into your lap. loosely based off Noora x William from SKAM. when you become a part of the bargain, rafe decides thats enough. And shell get pissed. JJ put it down. I cant believe I said those things to you. He found his spot next to you again, and you shifted down the wall slightly when you saw the shorter man walking toward the coop, gun pointing right at it. She called it absurd, and you had to agree. First published May 19, 2020. You looked up at the grey sky above and breathed out, closing your eyes for a moment before finding JJs once again. It hurts too much to look around memories threaten to flood your mind and with them, tears come, too. A few scratches here and a few bruises there never hurt anyone, right? He didnt want to admit to Pope that he was always high to muffle out the curses and derogatory names that slurred past his fathers beer soaked lips. Its Rafe., Thats what I said, you state. You were pleasantly surprised and suddenly ecstatic when you tasted the familiar flavors. JJ had a wicked grin on his face and Kiara shoved him away. When you begin to cry, its just as loud and devastating and ugly as it was with him, but grief is never pretty. You felt the few tears trickle down your face and you scoffed. Shell know youre acting different toward her than you do us. The warmth that was emitting from his body made you feel safe. John Bs room is empty, but you still walk in. warnings: underage drinking, mild cursing. Mild TW! Finally, he breaks. that being said, I have had absolutely no desire or motivation to write anything the past few months and being active on this account makes me feel worse about that. He was pacing. After a rough childhood, things are finally starting to look up as you find a deal on a place that's too good to be true. You fumbled with the contents in your bag before pulling out your keys. Breakups were the hardest part. its truly meant so fucking much to me and I cannot thank you, or express my gratitude, enough. (for @ptersparkerswriting challenge). what the fuck to do. I just thought hed hate it if I called him by the wrong name.. Here are some imagines ive written about JJ <3. jjmaybank. But that didnt matter anymore. You groaned as he added a third finger, twisting to hit different angles inside you. im always going to be taking requests to feel free to send them in! And here I was thinking Id make a great first impression.. He didnt understand it, and he didnt think it was fair. Kiara was still behind the bar making small talk, but you found yourself gazing out the sun filled windows at the marsh. If you held out this long, you cant give in to your feelings now. She arrives at the Chateau, her heart beating out of her chest. before you go: jj maybank has finally cleaned up his act and enlisted in the military. :). now were sinking | 2.9k | angstyou and jj have liked each other for ages, but neither of you want to admit it. You noticed it in the way he leaned on John B when he laughed at a joke, or the way he kept a hand on Popes shoulder when he listened to him talk, or the way he would wrap an arm around Kie while she was showing him something on her phone. summary: You havent seen your boyfriend since the night John B and Sarah were lost at the sea. Thats the first time he looks at you, but its almost as if hes looking through you. tags: @sunflowermotel @howdyherron @drew-starkey @maraseavey @outerbanqs @yelyahryan @loveylangdon @obxwriterfan @avashroom @rewindlr @raekenliar @ceruleanjj @dolanfivsosxox @heyhargrove @lashtonandmalumsbaby @beautyandthebleh @pancahke @outrbank @kiarasflowr @adoreyoudrews @myjjbaby @jjmaebank @corleigh @poguemacking @kristineee-obx . You were the last one who needed to climb out the window, JJs voice bringing you back to reality. You tossed and turned all night, looking up at your ceiling, then to your window where you could almost see the outline of JJ clumsily sneaking in. In which Rafe Cameron has to choose between his dad and a pogue who gives him a clearer outlook on life, and Snowy has to choose between her two best friends. You checked your phone for the time, reading 8:04 pm across the screen. If you were honest, his laugh may be your favorite sound. Well, that and the two burly men who had just barged into the Chateau yelling out for John B. The porch, where Pope liked sitting because it offered the best view, was awaiting the disappearing memories. JJs mouth followed suit, a grin spreading across his face. A/N: This is my first obx fic, I hope you guys like it! You climb into the bathtub, across him. bad business He grins and you click your cups, with Pope declaring it for John B and Sarah, but also JJ, who is trying to mack on some Touron, as it turns out. dea; 22; she/her; i waste most of my time writing about fictional characters. Whats up, Pope?, Oh, nothing much, just trying to get as far away from John B and Sarah as possible.. Please dont cry. You could hear your own voice starting to break. Waiting felt like forever. When youre headed out, hes waiting to be the last, and you bump into him as youre walking out, shoulder to shoulder, torso to torso. What happenes when he actually shoots it? so many times makes you squirm. You closed your eyes and rolled your head back, a groan escaping past your lips. The only sound between the two of you is the water running. things take a significantly better turn when john b returns from the fishing trip with ward, and the pogues get a chance at a happier life. Talk later guys! JJ followed after and just shook his head at the events that just took place. That was just in case I dont get the chance to later.. Couldnt even believe you had done it in the first place to warrant an apology. This is the first time you see him in almost two days. It was at that moment you knew that JJ saw you just like his father. Losing John B is something all of the Pogues deal with in different ways. Should've Been You - JJ Maybank X Reader. Like really romantic and then yall cuddle and talk about the future afterword count: 1,259. passion[ pash-uhn ] nounstrong and barely controllable emotion. x the abundance of trees. You didnt realize you had hit him so hard. The thing with boys like Rafe is that theyre easy to know. You groaned. Theres no one paying the bills; no one using the electricity or heating. one messy night is enough to mess up everything as your feelings start to spiral out of control. Just be him. Then again, when he asked you to be his girlfriend. wc: 306 . He can't stand to see the pained expression on your face, so he gently shakes you awake. And obviously, new assholes who think theyre all that in high school. We should get him a calendar. A new girl makes an appearance on the island, determined to have a Wild Summer before returning to her life and responsibilities. As did his thoughts about you. Just you. The sound of your hand colliding with JJs face was deafening. Mention of abuse You sound like one of those guys from a cheesy B-rated rom-com. You bit your lip, hoping JJ would laugh at your joke. For once, JJ was actually right. It hurts having to keep yourself in check because one person being unable to deal with the situation is already more than you can handle. @spilledtee @pogue-writings @rudths @jjmaebank @maybankiara @milamaybank @drewstarkey @drew-starkey @drewsephsmiles @rudeths @shawnssongs and any other mutuals please message me if you wanna keep in touch , We love you Luna just take your time! Ive seen a lot of posts recently about people taking breaks and hiatuses, and I regret to inform you that I too, will be taking another hiatus. Not because of his father, or the pain he had endured from him. Your phone chimed 4 times in a row and you hoped for good news. Ill be somewhat active on my twitter account and would love to connect with you there. HOW YOU LIKE ME NOW? Like your hands. also, in this universe, football is a unisex sport. Your hands rested on both sides of his abdomen, leaning into him more to deepen the kiss. I think Im going to head out. You nervously glanced at the group in hopes you didnt just make things weird. JJ nodded, sitting up straight and swinging his legs over the edge of the bed to face John B. Three shots in the air signified his urgency. anon requested:would you write about the reader being with the pogues when those guys attack john bs house and they all hide in the chicken coop? i dont know how i feel when im with you| 3.5k | angstdating rafe cameron was a roller coaster and eventually, youve had enough of it. JJ made plans with John B instead. You. JJ spat at you. Sundays belonged to you and JJ. You make him give you the same promise you gave him, through hiccups and a coarse voice, and you kiss him when he does. also, anon, you didnt request who you wanted the pairing to be so I made this one JJ! He kissed your forehead whilst shh-ing you, and you covered your mouth with the palm of your hand to quiet yourself. JJ is awoken by your tossing and turning, a slew of murmurs resembling words leaving you lips. You hadnt kissed JJ in over two weeks. The first time he asked you out. JJ just needs time. where do we go now? Slamming your phone face down on your side table, you pulled the covers up just under your chin and turned on your side facing the window. When you moved to the Outer Banks, to the outskirts of what the locals called Figure Eight (Without a doubt, the prettiest, most extravagant part of the island, said your dad), you built your way out of nothing. You hold his hands in one, and reach for his cheek with the other. kie falls out with her parents and moves across the country, and ends up kind of getting herself into a slightly complicated situation with one of the boys she moves in with. I dont even know you.. JJ glanced to his best friend who was leaning against the wooden frame, arms crossed against his bare chest. His eyes drill into yours, through them, into a place where only JJ knows. You know that too. Repeatedly. Your new roommate, Rafe Cameron, is a mystery to you, but you believe he isn't what everyone else says he is and is determined to get to know him. It wasnt often that you let your insecurities get such a strong hold on you, but sometimes you got in your own head when you were sitting alone at a party while your friends had the times of their lives. His left hand was tucked into his board shorts pocket and his right arm raised to the back of his neck, rubbing it like he did when he was nervous. Yeah for sure. Alone | JJ Maybank x reader Requested by anon / Summary: You get the news that your brother was killed in a drunk driving accident and you have a breakdown. A You could always convince him to stay the night or sneak out and borrow the Pogue for a midnight adventure while John B was sleeping. :]find me on tumblr @/jjenjoyerfeel free to leave requests! pope always gets you flowers. You loved the sound of it. I get you dont wanna tell her about your dad and stuff right now but trying to be a different JJ isnt going to win her over. He didnt want to admit to Kiara that he was always high so he could blame his tears and choked out sobs on inhaling the smoke the wrong way. You flashed your crew a quick peace sign before turning on your heels and walking back to the road to your car. Then, it stopped. And the worst part? You heard movement from behind you as you were about to unlock your front door. You looked back to the window while being dragged away to see JJ stumble out of the window and run toward you. He hardly blinks. I hope you like it. This is an X Reader insert rewrite of the series Outerbanks, following the plots and events of the series, with a twist to fit the reader into the story and to make things interesting. be still my foolish heart (dont ruin this on me) | 8k+ | ongoing | roommates/friends with benefits au JJ stood in the middle, a large grin on his face and a birthday hat on his head with one cup cake in his hand. You guys made a bet? JJ joked, amusement in his voice as his fingers intertwined with yours, leading you toward the rest of the crew. JJ wasnt about to hit you at all. What the fuck, Rafe? ), Its the half-time of one of the better matches the team has played this season and, of course, Rafe Cameron ruins it by uttering a single sentence: Y/N, youre swapping positions with Kiara.. You had called him a piece of shit and hit him. no mention of protection here, always remember to use a rubba!!! You know?, I think youre trying too hard, bro. If anybody could get JJ to put the gun down, you hoped it would be you. He wanted so badly for John B to rid his face of that pitiful, concerned gaze. Hey. Girl problems? John Bs voice came through the open door. tag list: @maybanqq @adoreyoudrews @drewstarkey @jjpogue @the-pogues @outabanks @jmaybank @outerpogues @outerpogue @spookysquishsworld @shawnssongs @obxwriterfan @casualcolorstarfish @jjmaybank @jjmaybnks @o-b-x @peachy-jj @apoguecalledjj @alexandracheers @jjmaybanky@drewtruly (please let me know if you dont want to be tagged, or if you do want to be tagged for future fics :). Usually JJ finds himself outside your bedroom window no more than 30 minutes after an argument, but this time.. this time was different. reader - slccpyladsinc | dec 20. number | pope heyward Y/N., You have a really pretty name, Y/N. He repeats your name once more, as if testing the way it rolls in his mouth. You open your eyes and see his shoulders shaking. JJ looked over at you and grabbed your hand, squeezing it gently and leaned his head back against the wooden board. She would always say what you didnt want to hear, knowing damn well it was true, followed by a hopeful and uplifting remark. JJs a dick, everyone knows that. John Bs voice pleaded as his eyes did the same. DISCLAIMER: I do not own a JJ tries to play it off cool when he gets caught stealing your pancakes, that's my girl! You know you cant mope around forever right? Kiaras voice brought you back to reality as you sat at the bar during her afternoon shift at The Wreck. You leave them there for a bit, feeling tears threatening to fall, but you close your eyes until theyre gone. What the hell? Pope spots you first and he waves at you, offering you a drink straight from the keg.

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